Sunday, October 10
Slacking day, though I originally planned for an all-scale maths revision today. Oh well. Never had pool session for a long time (I don't mean swimming, I meant the table. Think cues and numbered balls.), so yeah. Why not? We have the wheels for the night. =P
Hmm. At least that took my attention away from revision, so I'm not so stressed out. Gonna blow from the pressure of the major exams. Oh well. Hmm. But reality is, I'm not really prepared to face everything. I don't know if it's happening to everyone, but I'm really scared. Yeah. Absolutely petrified. I hate to see myself in a state of trance, but yeah, I'm in one. I don't want my A levels to end up in the same state as my O's, like a huge bomb that blew right in my face. I hate that kind of feeling. Then, by that time, there will be no way to remedy the situation. Kinda make it or break it. Aiya sian.
Why am I frightening myself again and again?
Posted by Isabelle at 11:27 pm